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This a list of the "most annoying question" that I have answered…
I. the questions below, were annoyed me when I was on the high school…

1. do you have a girl friend?
2. where will you take your college?

and I have answered those question… on my high school years too

II. and… this list questions…annoyed me when I was on college (stt talipun… kekekek)

1. how’s your study?
2. your GPA?
3. do you have a girl friend (again)? not anymore…
4. when will you graduate?

and I have answered those questions…on the exact time (again..) :))

III. and the list below… is the current one…

1. have a job? where are you work?
2. do you wanna continue to graduate program? where is it? scholarship?
3. and…. the last thing is… when will you married??

now… I’ll try my best to answer those questions… the first one… I have answered it… and the 2nd one… is in progress now… but… the last one… only god can answer it… ^_^

"jodoh, rizky, dan mati… telah 4JJI gariskan…" our task is just… dzikir, fikir, dan ikhtiar… and qonaah…

and I believe there are still much questions… that I must answer… as time goes by…  until I die…
bismillah…..
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Bandung, august 12th, 2007

I spend this weekend in Bandung again. I like Bandung’s fresh air, it’s very delicious to breathe deeply in this town. More over, Natha is also in bandung with his friend, so on Saturday night we go to C’mar and have some midnight dinner on it.

Now I need to prepare all my stuff, because tomorrow (Monday) I’ll go to Jakarta again.
There’s a lot of job waiting for me… T_T

I miss my family… my mom, my dad, and my brother…
god… please blesses us…

bismillah…

wew.. this is the 8th day on the august’ 07.
tomorrow is 9th august, so it means my project will be finished soon…

but… there are still a lot of work to do…
because per this day, we have done 223 + site, there still 41 sites that we must drive test…

and the report, just finished 198 sites. So there is a long way to go, in several day next.

hope god bless… ganbatte ne!!
Monday is the final Acceptance Test on Excelcommindo…

please pray for US…

Bandung here I come… ^_^

and.. now I’m on my lovely lab. With Mathlabz (my computer’s name) , my faithful computer… (actually my labs computer :)) ) writing this blog…

nice to be here… (Bandung)… run away from Jakarta for a while…

This afternoon, I’ve experienced a very funny story… (babih lah orang2 kaya itu…)

Hmm.. this is the story:

It was at the lunch time, and I was on an operator’s Building to make project progress report. We were waiting for the lift to get down from the 7th floor…
After a while, the lift’s door was opened…and there were people crowded in the lift. We enter it, and…

….the scene was started….

There were about 9 person in that room including me… ::Because they’re from upper floor, I assumed that they’re bosses on this Operator company….::
I saw a man, he was busy with his gadget… and then a woman asked him…

Woman : "What are you doing?… are you transfer some money again…with it?"
Man        : "hmm… nope.. it’s not as big as yesterday… just a little…now I just transfer about 15 million… "
….oit.. in my mind I was thinking, how much money had he transfered yesterday… so he could say…"it’s just 15 million…" (bah…15 juta??!! dikit…??)
and then the conversation… continue…

Woman : "hmm… with that money, I can buy 2 pairs of shoes…"
(in this moment, I started to shock… and curious about what they’re talking about…)

Man        : "for me… I can buy 20 pairs of shoes…."
(wew….I started to afford some respect to this man… rather than the woman one..)

Woman : "Hah… are you kidding me? that’s so cheap… You must fix your appetite…" (I was more and more disgusted with this women… and you know what… my face was smiling sourly… and I wasn’t realize that…)

Man        : "Nope…. surely I’m serious… this pair of shoes…(while he pointed on his feet) is just 700 thousands…"
Woman : "Wew… that’s so cheap… where did you buy it??"
Man        : "Surely it’s cheap… I bought it when I went to China…"
(Duengggggg…..!!! dengan serta merta dan suksesnya… saia gondok dengan sangat… ternyata kekaguman saia tadi salah… T_T)

ehe… how can they said it’s cheap? 700 thousands?… Tje Fuk lah…
He bought it in china? so make it 5 Million (because round trip Ind-Chn is about 4.5 Million.. if I wasn’t mistaken…)

Suddenly…the door was opened… And I exit from the lift and..
finally… I could make a big smile in my face freely… while trying hard to figured out what’s going on several second before… in my mind… !.!

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Bandung…(10 hours from that occurrence…)

Now in this desk.. I keep my sour smile… and thinking about another side of this earth : "Poverty!!"
while… some of HUMAN…in this Jakarta… spend 15 Million just to buy 2 pairs of shoes??

HOW IRONIC!!!

This is my first week, on Jakarta Buildings Indoor GSM Optimization Project. It means a new working environment, new people (although many of them I’ve been known), and new daily activity.  :I like it…:

This project consists of 264 Buildings, and we must do it in a month. I think this July, will be the dither one, because we have to drive test, and take log file from each site (building), checking Pico Antenna configuration, analyze it, and make progress report for each week. So it means I have to and fro bdg-jkt-bdg each week ^_^

I’ve made some calculation, if there are 264 build in a month (4 weeks), so in each week we have to finish about 70 building. If each building consists of 20 floors (average), so we have to analyze about 1400 floors!! hehehe… it will be a hard work

On each floor, there are 5 until 20 pico antennas (15 for average), so we have 21.000 antennas for each week !.!

So…this is the real world!!
welcome Tur… and enjoy it

welcome to the free world… hahaha…

Linux…. for Human error… ^_^
I like that idioms….

thanks for knava… who’ve helped me install the pptp
I’m very happy…now.. :))

Once upon a time, there is a farmer boy who have a buffalo. This buffalo is very obedient, it follows wherever the farmer boy goes.
Every morning the farmer boy always bring his buffalo to the farm whether they have a job are not. When they don’t have any job,
the farmer boy often bring the buffalo to the savana near the village. There’s a large green grass moor, and the buffalo can eat it freely
while the farmer boy play around the field and have a good time with the other boy.

And then… suddenly, when the buffalo are lonely there’s a tiger come close to the buffalo and the tiger said,
Tiger             : "I’ve been watching you for several day… You are always brought by the farmer boy to this place and you always comply him. I was wondering, why are you always comply him? Because if I compare that human (farmer boy) with you, he is very little than you. Why don’t you attack him with your horn… ? I’m sure he’ll lose or die. And then you will free just like me, free to go wherever you wanna go."

And then the buffalo answer it,
Buffalo    : "Actually I’m very afraid of him"   

With the mocking face the tiger said,
Tiger    : " Ha ha ha… you’re so Dumb Ass, Your body is big, but you don’t have a courage to fight with a little boy… Idiot!!"

The buffalo answer it again,
Buffalo    : " I’m sure you’ll also afraid with him, if you know the humans strength"

The tiger are angered with the buffalo statement, and curious about what kind of strength is it. To satisfy his curiousity the Tiger asked,
Tiger    : " What kind of strength that the human have…that makes you afraid with him?"

………………………………… after a while…………….the farmer boy come to that savana……………………….

Without courtesy, the tiger asked the farmer boy
Tiger    : "Hey Little child… what is your strength?, so this Dumb Ass buffalo afraid of you… "

And then the farmer boy answer it,
Boy    : "As a human, God Gives me a strength that doesn’t given to the other creature, i.e. intelligence (akal)"

Tiger     : "What is Intelligence, can I see your intelligence? If you don’t show it to me, I’ll eat you!! * the tiger asked the boy and intimidate him.

With calm, the boy answer Tiger’s question,
Boy    : " Hmm.. I can’t show it… because I left my intelligence at my home"

suddenly the Tiger answer it,
Tiger    : " If that so, you can take it first…!! " * the tiger try to push the boy to take it…

Boy    : " Actually I can bring it to you from my home now, but it’s useless… you’ll certainly run if you see it." (the boy don’t wanna loose in conversation….)

The tiger answer it boastfully…
TIger    : " I won’t run!!!.. I promise…!! " * the tiger is very confident

Boy    : " Hmmm… how about I tie you on the tree first… so you can’t run"  * the farmer boy answer it…

Tiger    : " Oke!! I agree… you can tie me!!"

………………………………….suddenly, that farmer boy tie the tiger tightly to the tree. …and then the tiger not only can’t run…but also difficult to breathe and move…….
after he has finished tie the tiger……………….that boy away…. back to his house…………………

The buffalo watch the whole event………….and suddenly the buffalo laugh to the tiger……..

and said "Now what can you do??"…………….
and the Tiger can’t answer the question, he panic and struggle to get loose from the tie……

and then… the buffalo wisely said…
"That’s the human’s Intelligence… heu heu heu…." * the buffalo said it while he go follow his master (the farmer boy)

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hopefully usefull ^_^
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no need cost, but could have a lot and wide meaning

enriches the donees, without lays poverty to whom give

just awhile, but sometimes gives impression and memory which could never forget

no one who’ll feel richer or poor without it, they’ll just feel rich with it means

could grow the happiness in house, maintain the good relationships in business
and seal the amity

dismisses tire for everybody exhaustion

brightness for worry

comforter for anguish

the best and natural bidder for who in hardness

can’t be bought, bet, borrowed, and stolen

personal property until it’s thrown

nobody who very need it, until it couldn’t be given

and if somebody (maybe) is tired to give it, why don’t we leave it a little bit
for him/her

and the most important is…
smile is worship…(hadeeth : Abu Dzar radhiyallahu ‘anhu)
which give the bless for anybody who undertake it…

Yesterday, 12 AM.

I was playing guitar and sang a song in my lovely lab…lonely, because the other assistants were praying at the Masjid . With my discordant voice, I tried to entertain my self ^_^.
but…
In the middle of my song, there was a person knocked at the lab’s door… "knock knock knock…!!"

Mean while, I was wearing my headphone and in full concentration with "Peterpan’s song" at that time.
And after several time, I am very surprised…!! because Mr. Jangkung Rahardjo (Chairman of Electrical Engineering STT Telkom) is already in front of me. Not just that, behind him, there were Mr. Burhanuddin (Chairman of Electrical Diplomma Program), Mrs. Sofie (Secretary of Electrical Engineering), Mr. Iwan Iwut (Chairman of Signal Processing Laboratory)

I was very shocked at that time, because I just wore my "Dagadu" clothes, and a guitar in my hand. Reflexly, I put off my guitar and made some salutation with them.
And then…  we had some conversation at that time (in Javanese.. because Me, Mr.Jangkung, and Mr.Burhan were Javanese :P):

Me     : (with startled expression) "ehh.. Pak Jangkung, Sugeng Siang Pak!, wonten menopo pak…kadingaren tindak dhumateng mriki…?",… mean while my eyes were weeped around the room and saw the other Lecturer T_T…made me more nervous..hikz…

Mr. Jangkung : "Selamat Siang Dhek, orak ono opo2 kok dhek…mung pengin niliki Labmu.."…when Mr.Jangkung answered my question, I made salutation with Mr. Burhan and the other…

…….they entered my lab and looked around the room…….

Mrs. Sofie said, "Kok di sini panas yah…??"
and I answered that question : "Maaf Bu, AC-nya di matikan, soalnya AC sentral…kalo di hidupin terus kita bisa kedinginan …n’ gemeteran "

Mr.Jangkung said : "Opo gak isho di setel suhune tho?"

Me : "Boten saged Pak…" (in my heart…I spoke with my self…hopefully we get some new Air Conditioner..hehehe…)

Mr.Burhan spoke to Mr. Jangkung : " Yo gak isho tho Pak, wong AC sentral… Suhune yo standar sentral…" … I just smiled when I heard Mr. Burhan’s answer…

…………and then Mr. Jangkung continued his inspection…….till behind MSC, where the Mattresses weren’t  packed yet…..and scattered around Y_Y………. (Damn!!!…why the last woke up person didn’t packed it… hehehe… the last person = it was ME!! :nohope: )
and then…………

Mr. Jangkung said, "Iki kasure nek awan mbok diringkesi…onok kasur rak popo…neng ojo nganti kethok teng slengkrah koyo ngene…"

and I answered that question : "biasanipun kita simpen teng wingking lemari kok pak" (while my hand pointed at some places behind the cabinet… T_T)

and then Mr.Jangkung continued his investigation…his eyes were looked around…and counting for something… "Wahhh… Lha wong kasure onok Papat…Piye ngumpetkene?? "

and I just can made a sour smile T_T, :speechlesshhh:… lol

and the conversation continued…
Mr.Jangkung: "Besok Kira2 tanggal 21 Juni, ada kunjungan dari S2 UI…kalian persiapkan ya…apa apa yang mau di tampilkan..!!"

Me : "Nggih pak…mangke kami persiapkan Aplikasi2 yang telah kami hasilkan… termasuk Location Based Service, dan Mobile Remote Desktop..ingkang menang Indonesian Mobile communication Competition kemarin…yang di adain Excelcommindo Surabaya :P…terus software2 planning ma Optimasi Cellular pak "

……………at that time, I hoped that they wouldn’t took a long time inspecting my lab….T_T….
but… they sited down on the chair.. and asked me more question…. T_T

Mr.Burhan : "Sentral iki jek ishoh diuripke rak??"….he looked at the MSC AMPS…
"sesuk diresiki ya…mosok sentral kok onok sawange ngene…"

Me :"Sebenarnya sentral ini masih bisa di hidupkan, hanya terdapat masalah pada loadsharingnya (kalau nda salah… :P), tapi…. ini kan MSC generasi pertama…jaringannya sudah tidak ada Pak"….Mr.Burhan nods his head… and then shake it…

and then Mr.Burhan Said : "Mungkin perlu di ganti Sentral baru ni Pak…"…he’s talking to Mr.Jangkung….

Me : "Sebenarnya, kita sudah pernah mengajukan permohonan sentral CDMA IS-95, ke Divre V Surabaya…Alhamdulillah sudah disetujui, tinggal di bawa saja..namun, saat ingin dibawa kemari…biayanya cukup mahal, ditambah lagi biaya instalasi… dan STT tidak menyanggupi biaya tersebut T_T "…..

………at that time, I was wondering….would Mr. Jangkung conscious with my point……

and then Mr.Jangkung said: "Actually, we have signed an MOU with Telkomsel, maybe We could arrange it with Telkomsel…^_^" ….hehehe….capek saia nulis basa Indo.. (lha..iki nulis Indo tho??)

Me answered : "hmm… a few weeks ago, Mr.Nahwan and gsm crew…had created a proposal to Telkomsel, in order to made a Telkomsel research center in mobile comm. Laboratory STT Telkom…hopefully, it could be achieved "

………………..and the next conversation was very shameful………………. T_T

I saw… Mr. Jangkung looked around a corner (forbidden corner… :P) with a cabinet that full contained "gsm crews" vestiture…………. and then…Mr.Jangkung said:

Mr.Jangkung : "Iku sempake sopo.. kok kethok melok-melok ngono…" (Damn!!! I forgot to closed the cabinets door… Y_Y…and) "pantes… bu sofie dari tadi liat ke situ terus…" LOL…..

Me : Reflexly…I ran to that corner….and closed the cabinets door while saying "di tutup…ditutup…ben rak kethok….Y_Y…pakaiannya anak2 pak :P…" ::….shame of me::

Mrs.Sofie said, "Oke then… I’ll arange a program called ‘jumat bersih’, maybe in the nearby time…I’ll make a letter…to the whole Elctrical Labs…so we can clean E building together….assistants..and lecturers"………hiks…..

* Now the letter is on my table… hehehe….

after that… they were away from my lab….towards to the other labs…
and leave Big shamefulness to me!!!
I wondered… was there any ominous person…. just like me… Y_Y

hahahaha…..
just took the "hikmah"…. and learned to be better…

hopefully useful….